2017 A chance to start over…

Hello, Team…

Good Bye 2016!!

Well, I am not sure what I even have to say about 2016 other than, Good Bye! I sit here and think about one year ago and the dreams and goals I had set for myself.  I think about how hard I worked to accomplish my goals I had set for myself. I think about the sleepless nights, days, and time away from my family and in the end, I did not accomplish anything…

I can not forget the love that I have been shown over the past several years while I struggled during school. The support, encouragement and understand helped me make it when I did not think I could.

I have been shaping myself into a round peg over the past 6 years. Every second of every day, was spend shaping myself to fit a very specific type of hole. Sanding layer by layer, to fit exactly where I want to be. That process took more of myself than I ever imagined.

I now find that I was shaping myself for the wrong shape hole. I now am a round peg that does not fit into the square hole.

“I am a round peg trying to fit into a square hole “

I have been looking and looking to find the round hole that I fit into but I can not, that is a feeling that I do not think will ever go away. In many ways, I feel stuck, yet again I do not feel that I can control anything. I simply have to put a smile on my face and yet again, rearrange my life. I do not know where the new year will take me, but I know that I can’t go back to where I was…

 

 

Hello 2017

I have been able to spend the past week with my brother and his wonderful wife. We have shared laughs and made memories that will last a lifetime.  I have some exciting things on the books for this year. New parts of teamcheryle.com and exciting adventures planned.

Steve and I are on our first Adventure of the year and could not be happier. A Ferry ride to Cape May, NJ and three days of adventure! Keep an eye out for me, you never know where I will pop up…

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